"Numbed Echoes: Navigating Emotions in Silence"

 

Have you felt Numb? 

This is exactly I am experiencing right now. My last few years are flashing through my eyes and I am feeling sorry for myself and for my family. This is not what I deserved , what my family deserved. I dig this for myself now its time for me to experience the heartache  to come out of this agony. 

Yes! you heard t right! We have to face our sufferings, we have to welcome our miseries and the most painful memories and moments  with open arms to come out of its spell. The only way to heal is to face your demons, the fears you are running from, the monster under your bad is not gonna eat you. You have to be strong enough to face your suffering and look this monster in the eye and tell them you are stronger than them. I am writing this crying but assuring myself , giving power to my heart and to you all will beat this monster in the end. We will win. 

Its good to feel numb sometimes, this is how we will realize how to listen to your heartbeat, your numbness will make you listen to the little voices around you.  Its high time to thank God for giving us heart break so that we can learn how beautiful is little joys of  life. How it is to listen to a girl talking about her 1st boyfriend,  sipping on hot coffee in cold winter night and feel the froth on the lips, how it feels like holding your mother's hand and hugging your father. This is what we take for granted. The list is long, but 1 bad experience takes over every blessing we have.  This is not what our Creator deserves, we are product of love, we have to end with love and smile. I am working on myself to be happy and to show gratitude for everything  that I have. And I want you to be grateful for everything that you have in your life. Even if its pain. Be grateful as its here to teach you big lesson for life. 

Love for all. 

Live and let live.